sometimes you realise stuff when it's too late.

for example i have a nagging fear that when i'm old and in a home i might suddently realise i love bungy jumping and wish i'd done it when i was more sprightly. i'm not worried enough about it enough to actually do a bungy jump though.

tonight i realised i love watering the garden. i haven't done it all year. but it was great. maybe i'll try remembering this fact at the beginning of next summer rather than the end.